ok so im 15 in 10th grade and in all AP, ADV, and Pre-Ap classes. But i dont know what to do. I get the classes and they are quite simple but i just cant seem to focus. My grades are slipping my last progress report i only had 2 a’s out of 7 classes, the rest were 1 b, and 3 c’s. My parents say i should stop staying after school, im in the spanish club, and others. But i like them, the only problem i see is that a cant focus i cant get organized..i just cant seem to make myself sit down and focus…i need help how can i get organized, and focus more…
Archive for November, 2007
I feel so lost sometimes. i have freidns and really nice teachers, but i just dont feel like i belong. here i am just one person in the world. i feel so sad. its hard to believe but i go to a school that in my class theres only 10 people in my class i dont feel like i can open up to any of them. i always feel like crying but i just tell myself itll all be done with but i get scared that ill always feel this way. i dont want to but its HAPPENS. as i said before i do have freinds but there not true to me. i dont feel liek i can be myself aroudn them . I act wierd around them or i act dead around them. when i act wierd, i dont feeel like myself but i jsut do it cause i think it makes me interesting. i want to leave school but a tthe same time i dont. im in 8th grade and whats the points of leaving now? im just so confused. has anyone felt this way before?13c4
I am Payal Vazirani from India, residing in Dubai (UAE). Your books are great. I am still in the process of completing 6Decisions, but i must applaud your effort. Your great way of communicating with the much isolated teens of today, brings out the best in them. I have been influenced tremendously by your books. Continue publishing such books which can inspire teens and really change their lives to a great extent.
My mom and I aren’t really getting along right now and i dont really know why. Maybe because she really hurt me over the summer or something else i haven’t figured out yet. I cry all the time (in private of course) and have talked to my guidance teacher. Although i didn’t go to a doctor, i was depressed for about a month and have finally gotten over it. I get so angry sometimes for no reason and i want to punch something or someone so hard, just to let it out. Them i shut people close to me out and it’s not right. Then come the cold shoulders and the bad moods toward others. I need comments and advice. I’m willing to listen. B
I like this girl, she likes me, but so does two of her closest friends, shes not sure what to do, i think we should just go for it, what do you think sean? By the way, huge fan of your books